I’m headed into an unknown and hectic period and I need, I must surrender to cope. I’m being forced to surrender, but I want to surrender willingly. I want to make a conscious decision and surrender with heart and mind and soul and do it now while things are still relatively quiet in the cottage by the river. Until I leave I will practice surrender with all my strength (meditation).
I am on course; everything is how it should be. Master says, just give it to God, otherwise the mind is overburdened with anxiety, worry, and fear. Ease the mind and practice surrender. No matter what happens give it to Divine Mother, that way the mind stays calm and clear. Give it to Divine Mother and see how everything will turn out.
This is a perfect case in point: my truck is in the shop and my ride to work is late, practice surrender. Just empty the mind and feel the peaceful cosmic vibration within. Above all I need to build a rock solid spiritual foundation, especially with so many unknowns looming.
Divine Mother, show me how to be with you. As I pull further away from Vermont my heart is torn; Vermont is so very hard to leave in summer. I have never lived anywhere as beautiful and peaceful as this cottage by the river where I walk out the door into quiet and solitude. I need this so very much right now - the solitude, the space, the beauty. My soul drinks beauty night and day.
When it’s time to go I will surrender and sever all egoic ties and float in absolute bliss and Aum with Divine Mother. My home, it turns out, is everywhere and nowhere.