Posted in Journal entry on July 31st, 2007 No Comments »
I’ve been thinking about my work situation (there goes my non-reflective summer). Does my work reflect my abilities and my vision? Is it in line with who I am or who I am becoming? Can I express myself fully through my work or am I trying to squeeze into a container that I no longer […]
Posted in Journal entry on July 30th, 2007 No Comments »
Hard cloud-bursting rain. Swollen cloudy pale-green creek gushes through rocks. The swimming hole is a overflowing bath. Across the surface patterns swirl into eddies and bump against jutting rock face … a river runs through it - my life. Sometimes placid, sometimes racing, but always a river.
All my memories like tributaries run into the broad […]
Posted in Journal entry on July 30th, 2007 No Comments »
I woke up in the middle of the night. The state of being half asleep and half awake is a state where I am not myself. I am not a body, a name or even a gender. Yet I am myself, myself unmasked. No doubt I exist in a different dimension, walking between waking, subconscious, […]
Posted in Essays on July 26th, 2007 No Comments »
Wouldn’t we all like to live freely without struggle, in the moment, in harmony with all universal elements, guided to the best possible actions for our own and others’ fulfillment? The key word here is guided. So many times we act without reflection and suffer the end result of negative consequences we did not foresee. […]
Posted in Journal entry on July 24th, 2007 No Comments »
I’ve been swept off my feet by a giant wave of restlessness. I thought it was the summer wave of outdoor activity and sensory stimulation (good thing). This is not the case; summer is definitely not the cause.
I have identified the source of my restlessness as the people surrounding me (bad thing). Close associates or […]