Posted in Soul notes on May 31st, 2007 No Comments »
How do I know if I am taking the right course of action? How do I tune my activities to divine will?
You have the guidance you need within; follow the intuition of the soul.
The soul is tuned to God. The soul knows what is right, the soul knows what to do, the soul has one […]
Posted in Journal entry on May 29th, 2007 No Comments »
I can’t stop thinking about my experience of ecstasy (no pills necessary) the other night. It literally blew out all the doors I’ve been hiding behind. Everything I thought, every insight I’ve had, every scrap of knowledge I’ve worked so hard to gain, rendered useless. I can see why mystics have burned their books after […]
Posted in Journal entry on May 28th, 2007 No Comments »
In the middle of the night, I awoke with this thought: “There is no “I” to suffer”, and immediately went into what can only be described as a state of ecstasy for about ten seconds. Ecstasy is what it feels like when the “I” disappears.
Then, I lay there for the next hour trying to go […]
Posted in Journal entry on May 27th, 2007 No Comments »
I have it in my power to stabilize my consciousness on the higher plane. Through my effort and paradoxically, the recognition I can’t do it alone, this can happen. It requires both – self-effort and surrender. It has taken years of bashing my head against the wall to even acknowledge I could ask for help. […]
Posted in Journal entry on May 27th, 2007 No Comments »
I’ve been thinking about prosperity (and happiness, happiness is synonymous with prosperity). In what lies my prosperity? More money, a home of my own, a soul partner, good health, living by the ocean, published writer. What if none of these strenuous outer pursuits ends up making me happy? Nothing is guaranteed. This is crap. Scratch […]